new year ramble

so, here's what happen:
people ask -> I explain -> they don't understand
or
people ask -> I keep quiet -> they don't understand
so, save your energy, people only hear what they want to hear
my brain is full of shit!
I need painting

btw, happy new year!

stardust

Once you have tasted flight
you will forever walk the earth with your eyes turned skyward
for there you have been
and there you will always long to return

(Leonardo da Vinci)

The Chant of Metta

Aham avero homi

abyapajjho homi

anigha homi

sukhi - attanam pariharami

Mama matapitu

acariya ca natimitta ca

sabrahma - carino ca

avera hontu

abyapajjha hontu

anigha hontu

sukhi - attanam pariharantu

Imasmim arame sabbe yogi no

avera hontu

abyapajjha hontu

anigha hontu

sukhi - attanam pariharantu

Imasmim arame sabbe bhikkhu

samanera ca

upasaka - upasikaya ca

avera hontu

abyapajjha hontu

anigha hontu

sukhi - attanam pariharantu

Amhakam catupaccaya - dayaka

avera hontu

abyapajjha hontu

anigha hontu

sukhi - attanam pariharantu

Amhakam arakkha devata

Ismasmim vihare

Ismasmim avase

Ismasmim arame

arakkha devata

avera hontu

abyapajjha hontu

anigha hontu

sukhi - attanam pariharantu

Sabbe satta

sabbe pana

sabbe bhutta

sabbe puggala

sabbe attabhava - pariyapanna

sabbe itthoyo

sabbe purisa

sabbe ariya

sabbe anariya

sabbe deva

sabbe manussa

sabbe vinipatika

avera hontu

abyapajjha hontu

anigha hontu

sukhi - attanam pariharantu

Dukkha muccantu

Yattha-laddha-sampattito mavigacchantu

Kammassaka

Purathimaya disaya

pacchimaya disaya

uttara disaya

dakkhinaya disaya

purathimaya anudisaya

pacchimaya anudisaya

uttara anudisaya

dakkhinaya anudisaya

hetthimaya disaya

uparimaya disaya

Sabbe satta

sabbe pana

sabbe bhutta

sabbe puggala

sabbe attabhava - pariyapanna

sabbe itthoyo

sabbe purisa

sabbe ariya

sabbe anariya

sabbe deva

sabbe manussa

sabbe vinipatika

avera hontu

abyapajjha hontu

anigha hontu

sukhi - attanam pariharantu

Dukkha muccantu

Yattha-laddha-sampattito mavigacchantu

Kammassaka

Uddham yava bhavagga ca

adho yava aviccito

samanta cakkavalesu

ye satta pathavicara

abyapajjha nivera ca

nidukkha ca nupaddava

Uddham yava bhavagga ca

adho yava aviccito

samanta cakkavalesu

ye satta udakecara

abyapajjha nivera ca

nidukkha ca nupaddava

Uddham yava bhavagga ca

adho yava aviccito

samanta cakkavalesu

ye satta akasecara

abyapajjha nivera ca

nidukkha ca nupaddava

Merak Bakauheuni

oh, I love arts and taking random pictures, btw!
these are the pictures I took on my trip last week to Sumatra

Truth

Do not believe anything because your parents say it's true
do not believe anything because since you were a child society say it's true
do not believe anything because your religion say it's true
do not believe anything because your teachers say it's true
go within
reveal your own truth

Thought of The Day (or Month)

What does not kill me makes me a superman.

I'm Such a Freak!

I'm such a freak
I'm a freak because I can spent months inside my room talking to nobody
I'm a freak because everytime girls talk like "oh, look at that cute boy, he's rich!"
I'd be thinking "what's the point if he's an idiot who pay your bills from his rich parents. he don't even work his ass off"
and everytime I meet people, I'd be like, oh, what would this person be giving me information and teaching me something new
I'm a freak because I talk about politics aaaaaaaall the timeeee yeaah
I'm a freak because I'm one of those people who thinks money is only a tool for life and not a purpose
I mean, if I love painting, I love crafting, taking care of animals, travelling, I need to work my ass off for that
I'm a freak because I'm agnostic and have a postmodern mind
I'm a freak because being misunderstood is more likely than being understood
I'm a freak because I don't always obey my parents
I'm a freak because I'd rather taking my camera into some silent misty hill or a seashore than gossiping at the mall cafe
and, no, I'm not anti-fashion or anti-beautiful girls or such things like that because I also do make ups and jewelries and enjoy shopping sometimes
I'm a freak because sometimes I have a fierce mouth that people might getting hurt because it is the truth
and also, I think school is a money scam. Memoryzing stuff and worrying about your test results is not learning
learning is suppose to be self exploring and you create something new, original, from your own incredible mind!
Not following some asshole that doesn't even care about you and heavily stealing your money and intelligence!
not quoting thousands of books and still have no idea what are you writting about
I'm a freak because I think democracy and justice is bullshit


buuutt, from all of that, I never hate people
the more you get into understanding people, the more you know that there's nothing to hate about them
there's nothing wrong with having another perspective of life
buuutt, if they walk into your privacy and try to get you down, you have to kick their ass off so they could learn some ethics
DO NOT LET ANYONE STEAL YOUR FREEDOM FROM YOU! not your parents, families, lovers, ANYONE!
thank you!