I never thought rhat I could be this sensitive psychology and make me realize that family (in my term) is a place where people hurt each other
And after all, this is where my "dark traits" come from
Finally, shutting your ear, eyes, and mouth would be the best thing you can do to protect yourselves

The Dark Passenger

Please tell me a reason to live.
Because letting go of life sounds like a release from my boring, lame, and useless
life

you have to pretend to be somebody else to survive, is 't that ironic? That is reality

Let's stop talking like you're better than anyone else
Let's listen more
Understand more
You never know what people are struggling of
Let's be kind

Evil

When I watch or read stories, sometimes I do not hate the evil. Sometimes I admire them.

Ego Trap

Alright. So, the television in my home is using indovision, but none of any creature inside this place is watching HBO or AXN or whatever. My sister is watching "Ojek Pengkolan" instead. And I prefer downloading CSI, Criminal Minds, even Game of Thrones from the internet. To be honest, I kinda feel I'm better or smarter than my sister. One day, I found a text, it says something about "if you feel right and you banished someone to be wrong just because they're different you're in ego trap." Alright. I'm in ego trap. The more I be myself, the more people I left, the more people I push away. But alone is the greatest feeling in the world. Just enjoy yourself. you don't know what I'm talking about? Great. Cause my mind is not to be understood. I'll get usual with that.

Boring

most people lifes are boring.
having degree on things they do not like, working some on some boring place, craving for money that never been enough
keep saying "I'm very grateful" to themselves, while updating status like TGIF (which means they do not enjoy their work)
married too soon, having kids, and their life are ended.
yes, I saw lots of poeple getting married and leaving their hobbies behind (including my own bitter parents)
I don't want to be boring.
I want to be an author, traveller, or artist
things that seem impossible
my life's started to be boring right now.